pretence

2005-08-04T02:43:00.000-07:00

happy man

2005-02-06T23:17:00.000-08:00

wahaha..i feel so enlightened these days..anyway..tomorrow is the match and i feel damn good..hopefully i can transfer this "joy" onto the field..haha..
anyway went to take early in the morning with my father..when we were having lunch, i spotted ronald susilo..he is..tall..lol..i told my father and he sort of shouted at him : " hey Ronald!!" i was like..wth..so embarassing man..haha..n my father gave me this wide grin..lol..
in the afternoon went to TM with aloy n daniel..was accompanying aloy to buy his *ahem* lah..haha..after church my parents n I went to chinatown..it was..damn crowded lah..walk also difficult..lol..
ok lah..gonna sleep..ciaoz..

Sexiest Men Alive

2005-02-06T00:02:00.000-08:00

ok..pictures speak a thousand words..So here's some of the world's finest men..Take your pick.

2005-02-05T08:13:00.000-08:00

Your truly, sleeping beauty

2005-02-05T08:11:00.000-08:00

Mr Cheeky + his mee

2005-02-05T08:09:00.000-08:00

Mr Cool

2005-02-05T08:08:00.000-08:00

TPJC's sex icon

2005-02-05T08:07:00.001-08:00

Mohawk

2005-02-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

Maung Ko Chok

2005-02-05T08:06:00.000-08:00

Meng "Handsome" Xiong

2005-02-05T08:05:00.000-08:00

Dan the Man

2005-02-05T08:04:00.000-08:00

Izree "Clooney"

haha..

2005-02-03T22:01:00.000-08:00

yeah..im happy..i feel good nowadays..lol..
newaes..been busy for the past few days..no time to blog..haha..today's entry shall be a short one..cos..im hungry..and american idol is starting soon..
ytd was the road run..hmm..ok la..the run was ok..but congrats to aloy..he got lungs of horse..haha..can run damn fast..some more he damn inspired..baik *censored*..lol!
ok..im changing my blog song soon..change to an indo one..damn nice song..haha..but im too lazy to translate the lyrics into english lah..haha..ok la..ciaoz..

2005-02-03T06:16:00.000-08:00

aloy n his coveted trophy..lol..congrats!

2005-02-03T06:14:00.000-08:00

its daniel!!oops no! its a ball!

sigh..

2005-01-30T23:12:00.000-08:00

its quite depressing to start an update with a low note actually but well,i have no choice..we are still looking for that elusive first win of the new year..A new year is supposed to be a beginning of something new, something great but things had not been the case,on the field at least. On a more positive note, we can actually take a few good things from the match on saturday. I felt that we played much better than the greenview match. Another thing,hard bit told me that he was making a comeback..hopefully he can provide us with the much-needed firepower upfront..i vow we'll bounce back stronger as a team and achieve something.YEAH!
Anyway,we went to parkway parade to have dinner after the match with our "loyal supporters"..lol..went to BK and the queue was like..LONG..had to wait for at least 15 mins to order the food.. met michelle there too and daniel was like CAPTIVATED with one of her friends..haha..(or make that all the guys =P) . KOzaw sat n flirted with the gals (as usual) haha..n daniel also tried to entertain the gals lah..i hope u get a valentine's date k Dan? lol..

today didnt do anything much except that my family n I went to seoul garden for lunch..they kinda had a feast..not for me though..after juz a few rounds i couldnt take it anymore..haha..dunno why..lots of things were up my mind lahz..n something to say before i end.."waiting is tiring"....ok..ciaoz..

*the beginning of something great i hope..

True-Ryan Cabrera

2005-01-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might thinkI don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm
I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answerdo you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true
you don't knowwhat you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weakit's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true...

2005-01-27T04:06:00.000-08:00

updating quite early today merely because i have the chance that i ve not had for the past few days..i finally had the bloody afternoon sleep that i hav craved all along the week..haha..evening rather..slept for about 2 hrs n feel recharged now..yeah..

Yesterday was fine except for the fact that tpjc tennis lost their frenly game to monFART.."its ok its all right..TP TP fight fight fight! " .To the tennis gers..dun need to be disappointed..results r not always the most important thing..its more of the experience and enjoyment of the game..might sound cliched but as kenny said, failure is the mother of success..and quoted "better now than then"..true?

Today went to TM with the dudes to prepare for "something"..haha..not saying anything in case someone reads this..haha..be prepared..lol..today was quite a slack day..nth much happened in sch except for the fact that i had to fight the temptation to sleep during 2 periods of math lecture first thing in the morning!

suddenly things r looking good...might not have to leave after all..yeah...but not sure yet..haha..k lah..ciaoz..

2005-01-25T23:18:00.000-08:00

shall make this one a quick one..haha..tired..cant help it..yesterday had a match..but nothing to say about it lah..haha..so shall blog about today..i had quite a short day in sch..slacked throughout the day lah..haha..
was planning to go home n hybernate when aloy n kenny asked me to join them play tennis..or rather..see kenny play tennis with *ahem* lah..but in the end..i ended up playing..haha..tennis is a fun game lah..lots of running involved..juz like soccer..maybe i should consider it as an alternative sport..haha..ok la..damn tired now..gonna sleep..cya in dreamland..

2005-01-22T18:56:00.000-08:00

at the soccer booth..

2005-01-22T18:54:00.000-08:00

our new kit

2005-01-22T18:52:00.000-08:00

check out the wonderful background

2005-01-22T18:49:00.000-08:00

me thrown into the pool..lol..

2005-01-22T18:38:00.000-08:00

my wonderful class!!

resurrected!!!

2005-01-21T22:27:00.000-08:00

well..this is quite unexpected actually..cos i did not plan wadsoever to resurrect my blog again..lol..in truth,i was kinda "inspired" to blog again after reading my frens' blogs..and also thanx to the power of persuasion of sirius OGM,david..
there isnt much to say for today cos basically i spent 3/4 of the day sleeping..slept quite late last nite..chatted with shermaine n "stalked" ppl's blog till early in the morning..haha..bleah..nothing to do..the boredom was driving me nuts..i became frustrated due to the fact that i was bored..n i kept swearing to myself over simple stuff today..haha..ok..since i ve nth to say for today,i shall update on some things dat happened over the past weeks...

The orientation for the yr 1s was one hell of an event i can assure u..hoped dat i would nv end..but well..all good things muz come to an end..not before the "BBQ of the Century" though..hahaha...was damn fun..almost all the ogls got dunked into the sea..and i got splashed and smacked with cake on my face by my "wonderful" og6..haha..but u guys rock!!!Not forgetting the chalet n ghost stories told by us..daniel even managed to make kozaw jumped off the bed (literally) with his "bandong ghost story"..hahaha...
Soccer trainings prove to be quite hellish with 3 sessions per week..but they r of cos for the good of the team lah..haha..got new training kit..and its blue in colour..nt bad lah..nv see any team wear the colour before..haha..and my number is 16..got history la this no..den somehow became my fav no..haha..incidently..my fav player also wears this number...yeah..
Went for my class outing yesterday at sock geok's place to celebrate ppl born in jan..haha..ate lots of pizzas..and got thrown into the pool..wth..not even my bday loh..den played "idiot". Its a card game,something like "heart attack" but u ll become an idiot if u finish the last..there are 7 levels..the one reached 7th level first had to forfeit..i had a brush with death la..haha..got until level 6 idiot..damn scary..haha..but a really fun game to play..ideal for chalet..Also had to run 6k before the outing to make up for wad i missed during training..haha..i felt dat i did ok..haha..

hmm..match against greenview on mon..we'll give them something to worry bout aite guys??would be a tough match no doubt..

oh man..currently im in some deep shyte i think..dunno wad am i supposed to do..haiz..

*inspiration..would u come along???

2004-11-24T10:21:00.000-08:00

the last time dat i blogged is..erm..im not sure myself..well..kinda busy and tired and lazy to update for the last few days..anyway..today was great..had a match against T2Mustang,a good team in terms of techical ability,and we won 5-2..should haf won by more really..am satisfied by myself cos i managed to last the full match considering my fitness level currently..haha..n i feel i made a few good tackels..dats wad i think,at least..haha..as usual,wei liang had a good game even though he limped off in the end n matthew was rightly MOM..he was everywhere..all dat was missing from his performance was a goal..guess dat his love life contributes a lot to his current form..hahaas..and aloy..u still owe me a goal..
tomorrow im planning to go to beach road to shop for the camp stuff and watch shutter/saw afterwards..should be quite fun..until now i haven packed my stuff yet..so still unsure bout wad stuff to buy..lolx..and dat daniel..ps us..prefer his PW mates den us..sigh..disappointing sia..kinda excited for the trip on saturday..should be a very refreshing experience..and ya..this fri going for soccer gathering cum mini-hari raya celebration at mr nordin's house..wonder wad he will serve us..haha..ok la..damn tired now..cya..

Courage now,truth always...

2004-11-18T21:49:00.000-08:00

woah..feeling damn tired now..walked at least a total of 15 km today..me daniel kenny matt n aloy went to penisula to accompany dan buy his boots..guess wad..he bought the GOLDEN nike boots..juz like his fellow right flanker,matthew..den we walked n walked n walked..nth much to say..
tmr is the match against RJC..im all pscyed up now..this feeling of waiting for the match makes me sick in the stomach..i really wanna win the match..if we do,it ll be a huge confidence booster for us..i really have no info wadsoever about the rj team..i dunno whether they r strong anot..but im half-expecting them to be the size of rugby players..haha..but..scared wad sia..they also haf 2 eyes 1 nose and 1 mouth...its been a few months since i play full back..but i ll give it my best..yeah..hahas...i duno y la..after seeing a certain someone's pic i become energised...haha..ok..im juz crapping..ok..gonna sleep now..nitez...

2004-11-16T21:00:00.000-08:00

juz got back from my sumptous dinner of HUGE oxtail soup cooked by my mom..REALLY huge..the size of ur fist..it was heavenly..yum..
went to school in the afternoon for odac meeting to discuss what n when to buy the things for the trip..it was a short meeting n me aloy kenny n mr pool(terrence) played pool at downtown east..at first nothing unusual happened except dat kenny was damn annoyed cos some mats were calling his names..haha..(kenny..who ask u wear a jersey with ur name on it)lolx..den..suddenly everyone seemed to lose focus..haha..it was becos some oh-soo-hot babe came n played pool..she looked a bit like a certain someone..hahas..den i also bumped into thiam aik there..dat guy ah..such a long time since i last saw him..

i was walking along tampines interchange for like the millionth time n i realised dat its very much similar to walking in the mind fields in cambodia or myanmar(although i havent experienced it myself).Here's why : the interchange is full of people selling USELESS coupons who were really determined to sell the tickets..quite a few ppl i know have fallen victims to this..eg.kozaw.he had to pay 5 bucks for some crappy photo album..haha..
anyway...ppl,rejoice!!im here to save u guys.Here's some ways to avoid being 'bombed' by coupon-sellers :
1.Put on a straight face.Dont smile.
2.Walk straight ahead.Dont stop or look around.Just walk straight.
3.Listen to mp3 player/Discman.Blast the volume.Pretend that u can hear nothing to what they are saying.
4.Keep your hands full.(HOld newspapers,hp,plastic bags,wadever..juz keep em full).This is to prevent them from shaking ur hand n force u to listen to them.
5.Be thick-skinned.Dont afraid to say NO.This is crucial to u surviving the attack.

Do all of the above at your own risks.Im not responsible for any injuries or deaths caused by it.

2004-11-15T10:36:00.000-08:00

woah..this weekend alone i tink i have watched at least 5 movies..3 on DVDs n 2 from the cinema..caught confidence,legally blonde 2 n cody banks 2..confidence was kinda cool..basically the whole show was about ppl conning other ppl..haha..i tot legally blonde was poor..the first one was way better..n i didnt expect cody banks to be quite a good lauff..haha..caught taxi yesterday with my father..it was funny..as good as the original version i muz say..after the show went to aloy's house with kenny n kozaw to watch man u killed newcastle..haha..aloy's dogs were cute n kozaw was like freaking out the whole time..he freaked out even more when he saw aloy sleeping with the dog..haha..i guess u should never judge the book by its cover...i planned to go home after the match but i was to engrossed listening to kozaw's trademark jokes and his adventures with gals..(y am i not surprised??)..i found out dat he met a stranger in orchard(a gal),befriend her n dat gal turned out to be my sec sch fren's sister!!wad a small world!!haha..

today went to cut hair with kenny n i got lines..yeah..at first the lady was reluctant to do it for me budden i insisted n the result was quite good i think..me aloy kenny n daniel were supposed to go to kozaw's house to 'chill' budden daniel got chalet n aloy had to babysit...(yea..now it's his turn..) in the end ended up only me n kenny who went..b4 dat we went to lunch at TM..bumped into matt there and some other ppl(i dun wanna mention names here..haha..)n of course kozaw made his usual trip to 77th street..hahas...wanted to go jogging actually but my father called to ask whether i wanted to watch the incredibles..although i was reluctant,i went..it was worth it actually...the movie was really funny...recommended for everyone..haha...ok la..im gonna watch resident evil 2 on dvd now..till then...

2004-11-13T13:15:00.000-08:00

yesterday was all rite..didnt do anything much..in the morning helped my mother clean the guest room cos my mom's relatives will b staying over..in the afternoon went to orchard to eat..yeah..to juz eat n nothing else..sian..ate at marche..long time since i last ate there..at nite watched the rented dvds..cody banks 2 and black knight..cool, funny movies..watched tottenham vs ARSEnal..yeah..the arses won..by luck in my opinion..they cant defend for nuts..well at least they managed to score 5 unlike man u who cant seem to score..sigh..chelsea played great..robben is damn good..if only he went to man utd instead of chelsea..sigh..

yo..yo..yo..

2004-11-12T23:11:00.000-08:00

"And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you"

And it's been awhile...since i last blogged..haha..ok..lame
woah..hadnt had the mood to blog these past few days man..no reason wadsoever..juz felt lazy..haha..anyway there;s nothing out-of-this world events dat happened..
The day really started slowly for me today..woke up surprisingly early at 730 cos my mother woke me up to help her clean the house..duh..felt damn lazy but had no choice cos my maid gone back to indo..haiz..wanted to play pool in the afternoon but dat noob kenny had a DATE with one of his gals..(or maybe both at the same time?) n kozaw couldnt make it either..so cancelled..i was thinking..wth is going to happen to me man..so decided to take a nap..when i woke up i got 17 missed calls..i was like..wth??!!it turned out to b something good though cos kozaw asked me to go his house n to play soccer..
we first played soccer with aloy frens den when we were about to finish...the YOUNG LIONS came!!woah..suddenly i felt so pumped up..ready for more soccer..they were damn good..damn fast n damn skill-ded..it felt like they had 2 or 3 extra man..but it was a damn good experience..haha..definitely worth missing the Champion..
anywaes..i read this book called "The Smoke Jumper",a cool book written by the author of "the Horse Whisperer"..found one paragraph dat i felt its so damn true..so to those out there who believe in destiny and 'things dat are meant to be'...maybe u wanna do something bout it..

"The important things in life never happened by accident.But even with those things that were meant to be,sometimes you had to wait awhile and then maybe give them a little nudge."

Coming soon:
-19 nov:Friendly against RJC
-22 nov:Trekking at Bukit Timah
-24 nov:Friendly against unknown opposition
-27 nov: ODAC trip

2004-11-08T20:53:00.000-08:00

wah sian..tomoro's schedule is disrupted bcos of the whole babysitting crap again..haiz..do i haf to spend my hols this way...?today felt damn tired...woke up at 11 and had to send my bro to skool..after dat..slacked till 2 n met up with aloy n kenny to go to sch for training..had no choice but to take cab cos we were almost late..the attendance was quite pathetic..only 14 ppl turned up..and 3/4 of the training was spent heading the balls..head till u cant feel ur head..i muz say now i feel more comfortable heading the ball after the "intensive" training..den the last 20 mins of the training was spent playing 2 sides..the twist is dat we had to defend 2 goals..woah..cant feel my legs after dat..damn tiring man..as usual after the training we did our "cool down" session in the bubble tea stall..this time minus aloy cos he had to rush home to go chalet..kozaw entertained us with his usual dirty joke..n daniel forgot to call the radio to claim his free facial treatment..haha..of cos..kozaw n me gave matt a lot of stick regarding his *ahem*..on the way home daniel told us his "dream honeymoon"..dat is to go backpacking to sahara desert..really..im not kidding..of cos u know his dirty mind la..haha..i shant reveal any intimate details here..k la..waiting for the champion to start now..bubyeez

yeAh~

2004-11-07T21:45:00.000-08:00

yeah..we did it!my team won 3-1..hahas..we finally did it..we got most of the possession of the ball throughout the match and there were some fantastic individual performances..for one,nobody could go past ko zaw..he was more solid than the great wall of china..maybe the captain arm band helped..haha..matthew..he was feeling the heat coming back from his hot date with *ahem*..and he scored with a thunderous shot using his GOLDEN boots..not to forget..he did the cartwheel to celebrate his goal..elfi and khai..wad else is there to say..definitely TPJC's own Gerrard n Lampard..aloy marcus hong peng terrorised their defence and Dan Muscleman outmuscled the opponents..kenny..he almost get elbowed..haha..even though we had most of the ball..i muz say the end product wasnt there n theres still much work to be done..
supposed to have carwashing with s17 tomorro but wont b able to go cos haf to babysit at home..haha..ya..wad luck..last min got a msg from mr nordin dat tomoro haf training..wth..i tink everyone gonna be damn sluggish tomoro..the manchester derby gonna start in ard 2 hrs time n i predict a 3-1 win to the reds..juz like we did today against the blues..k..cya..

2004-11-06T13:48:00.000-08:00

oh man..the big match is in 3 hrs time..n im not feeling good..nt dat im nervous or wadeva but i somehow feel sick..sick in the stomach..feel like lying down on the bed..im quietly confident of the match becoz of the quality of the players we have..if we have the desire and commitment,i believe we can beat anyone on our day..anyway..havent been able to blog these few days due to the stupid server..say theres some kind of internal error..wth..haha..ok..i ll update on the match later..cya..

2004-11-04T22:52:00.000-08:00

woke up today to find dat Bush has won..yeah..nv a big fan of Kerry really..a Catholic and supports abortion?it doesnt work dat way,dude..anywaes..tomoro is mother tongue A's n somehow the adrenaline isnt rushing..hmm..guess dat holiday has really started after all..haha..my mind has been focused on the match against terrence's team this sunday for the past few days..really looking forward to it..we well quite well-beaten in the first match i muz say but i hope things would b different this time ard..have been thinking bout the formation to use..should we go all out..hmm..i guess defence is the key..starting with 6 at the back sounds like a good idea..mite sound negative but look at wad greece has done..i tink at times they played with 9 at the back..hahas...so football has evolved..
spore idol was great and taufik was the star of the show really..he was cool n sounded great..wad's up with sly's outfit for his first song?maybe he wanted to try a jennifer hudson..haha..but his second was cool with the beatbox n all..nt quite sure whether he really did it..ok..so dat's it for today..out..

sssh...watch what u say..

2004-11-03T19:29:00.000-08:00

wah..i juz couldnt believe some of things that happened today..it all started like this..in the morning me aloy daniel and kenny went to ko zaw's house to play..i guess we'd spending much of our holidays at his house..hahas..as usual, we played winning eleven and i won the cup using real madrid..den we played another but to make it more challangeing,the guy who ended up bottom of table has to treat the winner prawn mee..why prawn mee?it was daniel who got the idea..throughout the whole game he was crying out loud for prawn mee..ya..maybe he needs the carbo to u know..pump irons..the game started well with me beating kenny but suddenly things started to change..i lost my next 2 games and had to win my last match against ko zaw to avoid being last..unfortunately, i drew..oh man..and in the end i have to treat aloy prawn mee...

in the afternoon we went to school to attend the briefing for the ODAC malaysia trip..i was quite excited at first..the other guys were joking dat i would sleep in the same tent with my "good fren"..i dun wanna mention names la..the probabability of me ending up in the same tent as him was 1/36..and i tot..chey..no chance la..den the briefing started..mr nordin first showed us the itineary for the trip while waiting for mr tay,the so-called tour guide to arrive to tell us what to expect in the trip..then he showed us the tent grouping..guess who i was grouped with...my "good fren"!!!oh man..how could it happen..i guess we sometimes juz haf to shut up and not talk bout things..who knows tat it mite juz becomes reality..luckily elfi is grouped with me or else i would have a horrid(t) time for the trip..haha..and yah..we DO need to bring swimming trunks for the trip..hahas..aloy kenny n me r planning to go to the gym tomoro to juz u know..tone up n prepare for the trip...hhhaha...so till next time...

If I Ain't Got U

2004-11-02T22:51:00.000-08:00

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power yeah

Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things

Define what's withinI've been there before

But that life's a bore

So full of the superficial

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you babyIf I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain

Promises forever young

Some people need three dozen roses

And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter

And wondering what it means

No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all

lBut I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby

Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing

If I ain't got you with me baby

It's Reality

2004-11-02T21:10:00.000-08:00

came across this new skin and i think its quite cool. I guess the skin is rather controversial with the pics and all but from my surveys,interview and literature reviews, i found out that the society is becoming more open minded especially in spore where it is becoming more cosmopolitan. I predict that...ok..bleah..PW is over for goodness' sake..haha..im so relieved man..had been waiting for this moment in a very long time..hahas..anyway, had a "team-bonding" session yesterday with the soccer guys and we watched cellular.It was cool and had lots of action and theres some funny moments too.As part of our "cooling down",we went to ko zaw's house to battle it out in winning eleven. Everyone was expecting to thrash kenny but to everyone's shock, he didnt lose a single match.N of course, u aint gone to ko zaw's house if u dun..u know..hahas..let me leave it where it is..
my last few hrs of my pw carreer were spent rehearsing and trying to overcome some nervousness.i guess its the anticipation of the OP dat makes u wanna puke.A whole year worth of effort was finished within 25 mins of some nerve-wrecking crap.After OP me kozaw aloy n kenny went for some pooling session.It was there dat we found out something that only the wildest of our wild imagination could picture... something that u will never imagine the innocent, fun-loving Kenny Ng would ever do...

2004-10-31T23:31:00.000-08:00

ok..this is my very first post..still quite unfamiliar with the new surroundings and it ll take some time for me to adapt..still cant find a good skin so in the meantime have to make do with this one..